My journey through adolescent mental health struggles

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Welcome to the world of L J Howells. Explore a deeply personal account of adolescent mental health struggles, shared with vulnerability and hope. Discover the story behind the book, available for pre-order now and published on 25th December 2025.

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Delve into the raw and honest narrative of L J Howells' experiences with mental health during adolescence. This compelling book offers insight, understanding, and a message of resilience for those who have faced similar challenges.

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Get to know L J Howells, the author behind this powerful story. Discover the inspiration, motivations, and personal journey that led to the creation of this impactful book. 

Personal account

A deeply personal and honest exploration of adolescent mental health struggles.

Since my early teens, I have quietly wrestled with depression, self-doubt, and self-harm-silent battles that have profoundly shaped the person I've become. These experiences, though painful, taught me resilience and empathy. They instilled in me a deep desire to support others who face similar challenges, especially those who feel unseen or unheard.

For years, I concealed my inner turmoil behind a façade of humour and normalcy. I became skilled at hiding emotional distress and attempts at self-injury from those closest to me. This concealment wasn't about deception-it was a reflection of the complex and often misunderstood nature of mental health. I feared judgement, rejection, and the possibility that my pain would be dismissed or trivialised.

Navigating adolescence with these internal struggles was isolating. I often felt like I was living two lives: one that appeared stable and cheerful, and another that was quietly falling apart. The pressure to maintain appearances was exhausting, and the silence around mental health only deepened my sense of loneliness.

Yet through this darkness, I discovered a quiet strength. Each setback became a lesson in endurance. I learned to listen deeply-to myself and to others-and found that empathy could be a powerful bridge between pain and healing. Over time, I began to open up, and in doing so, I realised that vulnerability could be a source of connection rather than shame.

My story is not unique, but it is real. It underscores the dangers that mental health issues pose to young people, the critical importance of social support, and the inner strength required to overcome adversity. It is a raw and heartfelt reflection on navigating life while wrestling with invisible struggles-and a reminder that healing often begins with honesty.

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Published 25th december 2025

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Read what others are saying about L J Howells' book. Discover the impact it's having on readers and the conversations it's sparking about adolescent mental health. Explore reviews and testimonials from those who have been touched by this powerful narrative.

"A brave and honest portrayal of the challenges faced during adolescence. This book is a beacon of hope for anyone struggling with their mental health."

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"L J Howells' words resonated deeply. This book is a must-read for parents, educators, and anyone who wants to understand the complexities of adolescent mental health."

Sarah K.

"A powerful and moving account that sheds light on the importance of mental health awareness. L J Howells' vulnerability is truly inspiring."

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